emotions

i wish i had the words to tell you how i feel about you. i've been questioning if what i'm feeling is real. i havent felt this way in a long time and it scares me. happy/anxious/excited/scared all at the same time. and thats just when i think about you. you take my breath away just being next to me. my heart races when you walk in the room. i can honestly say i have only felt this way once before.  and i thought i never would again. leaving you that night was the hardest thing i've had to do in a long time. i didnt know when i would be able to see you again. if i said i didnt shed a tear pulling out of your driveway i'd be lying.

i want to sit on your porch and knit while you play your guitar.