one year

I haven't spoken to you in a year and it gets harder every day.  I've been sick for the past couple days and I miss you now more than ever.  I remember how you used to take care of me and nurse me back to health.  Even go so far as to sleep in the bed with me when I had the flu to make sure I didn't stop breathing in the middle of the night.  J asked me what was wrong and I just started crying.  What can I say? A girl wants her Mommy when she's sick, even if she is 29 years old.  I will never forget those things you did for me.  I wish we could over come this but I don't see how we ever could.  It hurts not having you in my life.  I would do whatever it takes but it seems like whatever I do is not good enough.  Why do I always have to be the one to compromise?  I will say I'm sorry, all you have to do is pick up the phone.  Please let's not let it be another year before we speak.