the thing you just cant say out loud

There is a thread on Ravelry in my LSG (lazy stupid and godless) group titled "what you just cant say out loud".

Mine is

Every night I stare at your name on facebook chat willing you to talk to me.

It never works.

I know posting it on here defeats the purpose but its out in the open now and I feel much better about it.

What is your thing you cant say outloud?